Cornucopia of Offerings

Rose Press


Writing from the Deeper Self

"Bringing Your Inner Treasures

to the Outer World . . ."

Book Development

with Naomi Rose

October 2009 Newsletter

     1. Introduction: "A Sanctuary in Which to Write"

       2. Feature: "Not Knowing : A Sometimes Unnerving but Utterly

                   Reliable Guide (in writing a book and other things, too)"

       3. Offering: "A Cornucopia of Offerings to Bring Your Book to Print"

       4. Book Development: "For the Book Waiting in Your Heart" 

       5. Rose Press Books "Make Your World Fragrant "




Since my last newsletter in July (sorry for the dropped stitch ~ learning to be a publisher became all- consuming for a time, but I'm back now), I have moved my office to a new office-studio. Really a studio, this time: a lovely little sanctuary surrounded by several other studios used by visual artists. It's an inspiring environment, outside and in. Creativity is in the air, and since I've been here I've set up a writing area, a long table for projects, including visual art (I was trained as a visual artist when young, and it's exciting to come back into it again), the "office" part of my work, and decorated the walls with inspiring visuals: sacred images, art by Mary Cassatt (American impressionist who painted mothers and children) and our local David Lance Goines (a poster of a very concentrating man making furniture). And a photo of Fred Rogers, to help me transition from the outside world to the inner sanctum, here ~ his ritual of exchanging his suit jacket for a sweater, his leather shoes for sneakers, said, "This is our special time together, now."

This studio is a blessing to me, allowing me to make time and space to see what is wanting to unfold ~ both in my own creative work, and in my work as a book developer and, now, publisher.


It is also a blessing to my clients, current and future: it offers a haven away from the usual occupations and preoccupations, and allows them to settle into themselves and see what's wanting to be explored from within, what's wanting to be made real. A book, a story, a dream: the time and space and opportunity to listen deeply within, and to be heard and taken seriously by me, and more ~ all this shines light on the inner being, encourages letting go of apparent obstructions so that what's wanting to be born has room and welcoming.


This returning issue of the "Writing from the Deeper Self" newsletter offers opportunities to you, based on my presence in this little sanctuary. As always, you are invited to let the dream of writing a book come to life through work with me as your book developer, whether in person here (Oakland/Emeryville, in the San Francisco East Bay) or by email and phone. And having the studio also allows me to offer you a cornucopia of new possibilities (as befits the Jewish New Year) ~ from space for you to write in, to workshops on writing, on money from the inside out, on listening (the most profitable thing you can do), and more.


Welcome back. It's harvest time. The fruits of your dreams are at hand.


Naomi Rose



NOT KNOWING: A Sometimes Unnerving but Utterly Reliable Guide

(in writing a book and other things, too)

I've written before about the need to accept, even welcome, not-knowing as part of the process of writing a book ["Writing a Book as a Quest," October 2008]. And today, having been home from doing a three-day spiritual retreat for about two weeks now, I am inspired to write about it again.

We want to know. We want to know things beforehand, ahead of time. We want to know where we are going, why we are going there, what we will encounter (and should thus prepare for) along the way. Will it be cold? Should we bring our thermal underwear? Should we make an outline of our intent, chapter by chapter, without yet having a real sense of what those chapters will feel like, will be like inside us? We should know where we're going. We should know how to get there. Certainly, if we're taking a plane somewhere, we want the pilot to know the destination, and for sure the route. No collisions, no delays. No surprises, other than perhaps wind currents, and the altitude needed to get above the clouds. And we tend to think that writing a book should be the same.


But unless it's one of those "paint by the numbers" kinds of books ("There are ten steps to having a better complexion, and here they are: Chapter 1, Your Skin Isn't Skin Deep; Chapter 2, Eat Healthy Foods," etc.), it isn't the same. There are factors that come into the picture that you can't really know until you're standing inside the territory of your book, or at least inside your desire to write it. Sometimes writing a book is a lot like the decision to enter therapy: you think you're doing it because you have difficulties with, say, your boss. But as time goes on and the defenses that usually hold you up begin to melt, in the course of being seen and understood within a compassionate therapeutic relationship, you find out that what got you in the door was only what they call the "presenting problem" ~ the issue that got you in the door. You're really there for something else entirely. You're there to encounter the Self that got left behind ~ to catch a glimpse of its presence, to weep for its needing to disguise itself when you were young, and to call it back into your heart as devotedly as it is calling you.


This is a very frequent occurrence in therapy: we think "something's wrong with me, something's not working for me," and so we go in for a fix, as if we were a car. But if we are alert in any way to the passion of our soul, and if we have chosen an adept and loving helper, we find that we are on a much more important quest: the quest for our real Self.


In my experience ~ writing my own books, and working with my clients ~ the same thing often happens in writing a book from the deeper Self. We start with a desire ~ and we may even downplay the significance of the desire, may tell ourselves we want fame or fortune or a good credit for our career ~ and step in: perhaps with nothing in hand, perhaps with a sterling outline, perhaps with old notes or journal entries, or shelved vignettes or ideas. And then, somewhere down the line, right away or much later, we realize that we are on the trail of something tremendous, to us at least ~ and we have no idea how to get there, what to do. We thought we were starting out with a Triple-A triptych guide, and then here we are, surrounded by lupines and blue sky, and a road that bends so windingly that we can't see past a few feet, if at all. We thought we knew, but we don't, now. We are in territory unknown. We may fear this; and yet something calls us forward. What is going on?


What's going on, in my direct experience, is that we have somehow made our way into the same territory in which we can find ourselves in good therapy. The "presenting goal" of the book may fall away, or change direction, change its tune, leaving us feeling not in charge anymore. We can give up, we can panic, we can turn on ourselves in rebuke and dismay.


But this would be a great mistake. For we have made it past the invisible electric fence of our defenses ~ and though we don't yet recognize the territory, we are close to the door of the divine within. Some welcoming presence (though perhaps too long-forgotten to feel known at all) has beckoned us into the interior, so that we may become more still and get our bearings in a land we don't yet recognize as our own.


What guidance is it that refuses to take direction from our controlling intellect, and insists on taking us into unknown places, waiting until we slow down and begin to turn on the light of our hearts and shine it into the crevices of our inner being?


Who is leading us astray from our outlines, and bringing us to our knees so that we might feel the velvet-softness of the grass beneath, which we couldn't even see before, in our haste to get to our goal?


How can we trust that these places of not-knowing are gifts, are God's love poured on us, so that we will have to stop and look and listen within to what is being born, what threads are shining and weaving themselves into a wholeness that our controlling minds never could have found on their own?


When I was on my retreat, away from the pressures of ordinary life ~ bills and to-do lists, concern about my loved ones, about "too much to do and too little time" ~ I had the luxury of, among other things, reading certain spiritual books. As the Jewish High Holy Days were in progress, with the Day of Atonement soon to come, I picked up a book by Abraham Joshua Heschel, and read a section about prayer; and realized that I knew what he was talking about, not only from my own experience of praying but also from my own experience of writing a book.


"The purpose of prayer [Heschel wrote] is not the same as the purpose of speech. The purpose of speech is to inform; the purpose of prayer is to partake.


"In speech, the act and the content are not always contemporaneous. What we wish to communicate to others is usually present in our minds prior to the moment of communication. In contrast, the actual content of prayer comes into being in the moment of praying. For the true content of prayer, the true sacrifice we offer, is not the proscribed word which we repeat, but the response to it, the self-examination of the heart, the realization of what is at stake in living as a child of God. These elements which constitute the substance of prayer come into being within prayer." ~ Abraham Heschel, Man's Quest for God (NY: Scribner's, 1954, p. 16) [Italics mine]



Can you sense the similarity between writing deeply and prayer? We think we're supposed to step up to the plate all polished and ready to go; but in the moment of encounter, all we have is what gives itself to us in the moment. And that's what opens up everything.


We cannot pre-order our words, though we may want to, may want to reassure ourselves that we know what we are doing, that we are good, we are worthy ~ as if our worth depended on any of these things. All we can do is be present to the deep stirrings of our hearts, and then call out (in writing, in this case) and be present to the divine's response (also in writing). So we can view writing a book as prayer-and-response: God calls us, we hear the call, we pick up the pen and write our way into the wilderness; and then, when we think we can't recognize the surrounding countryside, or ourselves ~ who we are, were, will be ~ God writes us into full existence, and our strongest urge is to fall to our knees in gratitude beyond any possible words.


Writing from the deeper Self calls us to know who we are, and to live there ~ at least to return again and again, as to a home once locked away and miraculously re-found. To write a book from the deeper Self is to treasure our deepest nature, and give it room to shine on its own terms. Is there a better gift to give ourselves, or our loved ones, or people whom we will never meet, but who will meet themselves because of us? Aren't there books that have lodged inside us as our own heartbeat ~ perhaps some read as a child? We are the legacy we will leave behind, because we took that journey, left the markings, left on a light to show our readers the way back home.




Wish you could write that book, in a way that nourishes (rather than unnerves) you? Wish you had time and space to get it down on paper? Wish you had a way to tell your story without having to write it? Wish you had an easy way to get your book into print?

Now you can.


Thanks to having my studio, and to my family and friends, I can now offer you a greatly increased range of ways in which to make your dream of writing a book and getting it into print a reality. As well as ways to explore Writing from the Deeper Self, the connection between money and your inner life, and other inside-out ways to bring your treasures into the world (and the world's treasures to you).

To find out the delicious details, just click on "Cornucopia of Offerings," below. And here's a little appetizer ~ an amuse bouche ~ to whet your appetite.


SPECIALITE DE LA MAISON: Offerings directly with Naomi Rose:

  • Private consultations
  • In-person consultations, including actual writing time in-studio (A Sanctuary of Your Own)
  • Workshop: Writing from the Deeper Self
  • Workshop: Money and the Inner Life (they aren't really separate)
  • Workshop: Listening from the Deeper Self


FRUITFUL IMPORTS, SOUP TO NUTS: Offerings of Family and Friends That Support Your Writing All the Way into Print:

  • Write your life story, or have an expert do it for you ~ with Ralph Dranow
  • Expert proofreading ~ with Gabriel Steinfeld
  • Book Shepherding, all the way into print ~ with Paula Hendricks

The details are delicious. Click here for a more sumptuous taste.

Cornucopia of Offerings



For the Book Waiting in Your Heart

If you have the desire to write a book because book-writing is truly calling you ~ and if you find the process of learning about yourself and cherishing what's inside you as valuable as the eventual end result of a book ~ then contact me for an initial consultation ~ over the phone and by email, or in person if you are local to the San Francisco Bay Area.

You will produce a book that really speaks to who you are and are becoming, whatever the subject or genre. Beyond that, you will have a precious opportunity to deeply know and value yourself ~ with my help at first, and increasingly, on your own. Being seen is perhaps the deepest longing of our souls. We can do that for ourselves, through deep writing. And to top it off, you will have the joy of bringing your treasures to a world that is waiting for the particular nourishment of your book.


For details, see the rest of my website (page menu at left). Then contact me by email or phone., or (510) 465-4945.

The book that changes your life is the one you write yourself.


"I love working with you, thank you, thank you, thank you so very much." ~ Petra Meinke, beginning writer {Germany}

5. ROSE PRESS BOOKS Make Your World Fragrant

Rose Press books are the products growing out of the Writing from the Deeper Self process. These wonderful blooms can bring you home to yourself in ways both spiritual and practical.

Don't you deserve a bouquet? Or at least one perfect blossom? The short list of offerings follows. For more details and visuals, click on "Rose Press," below.

HEALING CIVILIZATION , by Dr. Claudio Naranjo. Foreword by Jean Houston.


  • MotherWealth: The Feminine Path to Money
  • Living in MotherWealth
  • The Portable Blessings Ledger: A Way to Keep Track of Your Finances and Bring Meaning and Heart to Your Dealings with Money



Starting Your Book: A Guide to Navigating the Blank Page by Attending to What's Inside You

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